วันอังคารที่ 6 กันยายน พ.ศ. 2554
Since i study in rsu i think it's better than mfu heaps as social, friends, and anything. i luv to study here but on the other hand i really miss mfu friends too much i wanna going to see 'em there but i really busy now. i do hard for studying in here. i wanna be achieved in my life and I don't wanna retire again! lol . In here i met lots of my old friends. I enjoy to using my my life crowded! haha seem I'm freaking out but it's not CEI is really peace and it's rural. btw i meet s'one that appropriate for me ;we study together in every sbj and whr u meet him u'll meet me too. we going to everywhere both. anyone that saw us i though they'll jealous us too much! lol but that's not that point on now i fall i love w/him and he already have his GF i can't do anything jus standing and watching him happy with her even though she's not knw bout us. anyway he still be with me in every time and not doing like he have GF. haha! seem i badster! however being like this is ok i dnt mind for him and her. finally, i think he's wanna hv both me and her lol! that's mean he's bisexual!! poor his GF!
วันเสาร์ที่ 29 มกราคม พ.ศ. 2554
Since 2-3 days ago, I've gone to see him at Rangsit. everyone knw that it's too far from my place but why i went there. the one answer is LOVE. lots people doing lik me wherever how far is it, u can go. for 8 mnths ago that i leave bkk to chiang rai. noday that i dnt missing him ever. anyway i still remember every minutes that i stay n spending da time w/him. i try to told myslf dat we can be the most is fren only if it's over it's jus a close fren. ytd i went to see him again n he tlking w/me in everything it's let me knw dat im important for him bt he's vital for me when i hearing his calling talking or see him i feel like i can continue my breathe n reborn. it's sound over but it's real. noone can feel lik this exc. u be lik me now. everyone misunderstand in me why i cant forget him eventhough it's too long that we broke up. i hear s'one said thatif we broke up but we can be frens. that's right bt not at all cos i want to be his bf not only fren. i cant make my heart strong when he talking to girls. But he's avoid to tlking with a girl when he with me cos i think he knw that i still like him thnx for taking care off me. bt i get it cos he's not mind n he's not like me lik me thinking 'bout him. too sad when my fren told me to stop i try bt i cant.The time is passing it's not return everything walking through future bt i stay with past. Everytime when i saw his pic not only Fb Hi5 or any ,my tears is falled i dunno why bt i think it's n my hidden agenda that i hv though of him. i dream to him n when i got up i hv cry. it's too nonsense bt it's real. you're not me you will not knw what i am.